I know I’ve never met them personally, and I know I’ve never even held a conversation with them, but Cassie’s family means a lot to me. They’re good people, good family, and one of my favourite people kind of belongs to them and the fact someone is messing with Chase and telling him they’re going to kill him makes me so upset. Like you’re a child if you think you’re going to get by acting like that, treating people like that. I can’t even imagine how upset Cassie and her family are right now. Just sigh this makes me so mad and just I dunno. I can’t put it into words. I can’t.
Cassie is one of the most perfect people I have ever had the pleasure to know. She’s so sweet, caring, selfless, nice, pretty, etc etc. The list goes on. She’s such a great human being, and it kills me whenever she makes a post about how she feels, because she’s such a beautiful human being that I just wish she knew it. Or maybe the fact she doesn’t makes her beautiful. Like I dunno, that probably sounds weird, but I can’t explain it. I wish a beautiful boy would just come along and help her see herself for how amazing she really is. I’m tearing because I just want her to be happy, so badly. If I had to give up my chance at love so she could have hers, I would do it. She’s done so much for me, and for everyone, she deserves it. And I know I probably sound gay or something, but it’s not like that. I just care about her a lot. It’s like a sisterly love, like she’s my family that I haven’t gotten to completely meet yet. I hope one day, soon, something happens, something good, that helps change her life to make her happy. She means a lot to me, to Kellie, to her parents, her friends, and just so many people… She’s a perfect human. I love you. <3
I’m starting to rethink what I want to do with my life. I don’t know what I want to do, or if I’ll even be good at whatever it may be. I’m growing up, and it scares me. And it’s happening way too fast.
It’s more of a vent/rant for me. So yeah.
I invited the guy I like to a show and to come over to my house to play video games sometime.
Idk what inspired me to do so, but I wish I didn’t.
Even tho he said he’d like that.
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